That Sensation

I feel a tingling in my skin. What is this? Am I going insane? I feel as if insects are crawling under my skin. It is if there is a strange tingling sensation. What do I do? How do I get rid of it? It will not let me sleep. Why will it not let me sleep? Can something really be so cruel? Yet, is it truly cruel? I have come to love this sensation, as strange as that may sound. The sensation is so strongest when I am around them. I blame them. It is their entire fault. I want to hate them, I really do. I beg for that feeling of hate, if only to make this entire sensation go away, to make this feeling stop. Yet, if it stops, I will miss it. I know that I sound insane and am all over the place. One moment I hate it and another moment I want it. I guess that’s why they call it love, the most confusing feeling in the world. You want it so bad, yet, when you have it, it causes you nothing but trouble. You cannot do anything. All you do is think about who is making you feel that way. It makes you stay awake at night. It makes you distracted. It can also break your heart… Yet, you still want it and, even though it can cause an immeasurable amount of pain, still cherish it when you have it. They did always say that the line between love and hate is thin, I never knew how much so till now.

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