"Do you understand my misery?"

"Do you understand my misery?

I appear average,

yet on the inside I am brokem

I am no one.

How can I love when

it has only harmed me?

I look at them and think

how can you hurt me?

I look in the mirror.

I gaze upon only hate.

I see the hate I have for myself

and to the ones who have broken me.

I wonder if they are proud?

Do they look at me and feel happiness?

I am this way because of them,

I am their greatest masterpiece.

I used to love my world,

now I only want to leave it.

Yet, where would I go?

What else is there in this life of mine?

So, I ask again, do you understand my misery?

For I understand it not.

How can i still love what hurts?

How can I still forgive those that broke me?"